Michelle Edbergh's

Zhubaiss Outing

2010-09-09T12:10:00.000-07:00

me , fen

me Dan

me Adrian aka zhubai

camwhoring whole day
-_____-

they're so cute ♥

all damn hungry waited for the buffet start -__-

i have no idea why are we so high up there..

im recording his singing..awesome!! =D

BFF group pic ♥

fountain♥

I wont forget what happened in this outing for the rest of my life!! =D

Emo-fied blogspot!

2010-09-08T05:27:00.000-07:00

Loving black and white =D

I got a new blog!!

http://www.michelledbergh.tumblr.com/

Nowadays i used to blog over there because it's more convenient.

If lazy post "karangan" i can just upload some pictures or reblogs ppl's stuff.

Having 2 weeks break..damn boring la..

Gonna rot in the house..
=(

2010-09-04T06:55:00.000-07:00

Damn down today..wtf.. i really dont wanna say hi to sem 4 la…was the 1st one walk out from the exam hall..looks cool right?? haha because it’s toooo easy to FAIL!! I just answer 2 or 3 question out of the whole paper…saw Francis stop at the same question as me..i knew he also does not know how to do..cuz we are same spesies….when the clock shows 3.15 i decided to get out from the hall,then i turn back and looked at Francis, we were thinking the same thing…haha then we hand in the paper, Jibran joined us too! hahahaha 3 hero!!

Really worry that we gonna sit for sem 4..wth.. My mom will fuck me upside down..but if really have to stay for sem 4 im not gonna tell her i guess…will try to pay the fees myself…huhu But one thing im not worry about is lots ppl will teman me especially Francis!! hahahaha

Now i must study Sociology kao kao!!! At least must take B weh in order to save my final’s total CGPA….cheh macam yes but CMI (cannot make it) ….

T.T

Good Luck Michelle Tan!

The Moments ♥♥♥

2010-08-28T22:02:00.000-07:00

Was so bored staying at home this two days..Thursday suddenly not feeling well, perut masuk angin akibat eat too much santan d…Stomach damn fucking pain macam PMS…wth -___-

Thursday had a very sweet moment with baby. =) Early morning i decided not to go Uni because Fen is not going..so waited him too fetch me from Lrt.. Then something happened..*arguments* Anyway, after that we went pasar bought ingredients for doing onde-onde.. he said he wanna do kueh for me..walao..so sweet..hahaha some more i love to eat onde-onde…

After buying stuff then heading back home,like usual i wash the vege prepare to cook for lunch, then he sit at the hall reading newspaper like tuan muda…i already biasa with this (before this i damn angry with him because everytime i busy doing something in the kitchen or something else he will only sit there and read newspaper and online -__-, but now ad biasa because i realize guys memang like this,and i don’t want fight d)…after washing the vege i started cook lunch =)
He got this habit, everytime finish cooking some dishes he will go curi makan..but end up he will complain..but this time surprisingly he told me that the lauk is nice!! And he highlighted this is the 1st time nice…wakao!! this is good i

told myself =) *weee*

Then after makan lunch we start to do our kueh!! this sounds bit weird..haha! The ingredients for doing onde-onde is very simple..(now only i know after he teach me, my mom also don’t know how to do kueh o!) What we need is tepung pulut,then gula melaka, and santan that haven perah wan. That’s all…if want do exactly like outside onde-onde have to use pandan leaf and blend it after that perah it juice to use as colouring the pulut. But we skip this step cuz didn’t buy pandan leaf and we don’t have blender also.. Then we start to do the kueh like how we do the “tang yuan”, make a ball shape then flatten it and put the gula melaka into it then make it like a ball again….(weird instruction -__-) Then after doing all this steps throw all these balls into the boiling water wait until it float means boleh makan, then roll them on the santan then can eat d…wuahahaha..isn’t it easy? =D

I enjoyed the moment we doing every stuff together,eating,cooking,fighting,boxing, and so on….haha =) Every onde dalam punya gula melaka bagai kasih cintanye melting inside my heart!!!!! *geli*

Besides this, he cooked green bean soup…erm…actually i don’t really like to eat this, but cinta punya pasal i makan only…quite ok la.. =) But i swear i wont eat this two things together ad, because this causing me masuk angin, sebab santan very sejuk green bean also sangat sejuk…semua cinta punya pasal..huhuhu

Anyway thanks to my baby ♥♥

OneRepublic - All The Right Moves

2010-08-22T01:32:00.000-07:00

Fen visit Michie ♥

2010-08-20T23:03:00.000-07:00

My lil michie like to sleep..like me..hahaha

Yesterday went to see her again..i brought Fen Leigh along too...

After eat she play awhile dah letih then sleep..im afraid one day she'll get obesity -__-

pose 1

pose 2

pose 3

pose 4 (this is soooooooooooooo cute!!! ♥♥)

pose 5

pose 6

pose 7

pose 8

me and fen ♥

look at her eyeliner..haha

ignore my dress -___-

Baby Michi!! ♥

2010-08-19T08:35:00.000-07:00

erm...she seems like tercekik by me...-____-

so cute!!! ♥♥♥

so fat!!! ♥♥♥♥

lagi cute!!! ♥♥♥♥

she smells like a baby ♥♥♥

playing with his new baby ♥

*bang* *bang* (machine gun) hahahha

she looks like horse sial ♥♥♥

ADDICTED!!

2010-08-18T19:49:00.000-07:00

im addicted too ♥

18/8/2010 ZHUBAISM =)

2010-08-18T06:13:00.000-07:00

me kavi
me Dan

he really sleeping

sleep again -_-

me Adrian aka zhubai =)

me kavi again

me Dan again

Chilling =)

started camwhore d

take 1

take 2

constipation

take 3

Dan's mangsa

take 4

the new couple =)

Dan & Fen Leigh

blur..haha

Dan ♥ ♥ Fen

me Fen

fuck this guard -____-

then now fuck my fuck face -___________-

me and Ad..

camwhoring =)

hahahaahhaha fuck face!!!

Michi!! =)

2010-08-18T05:20:00.000-07:00

I founded this bitch at Asia Jaya LRT Statio when i was on my back home from college yesterday.

I heard some puppy crying loudly as if something scare it.. Then i saw her at the pathment with one of my friend...

My first thought was adopting her, give it to baby to take care her since i cant put her at my house because of my mom -___-

So then i called Lala since he stayed nearest to the lrt station, asked him to bring money borrow me and bring boxes for this bitch...

After 10 mins, he and MahJun came, with a red basket which is for chinese orange..*LOL*

Well, then they helped me to catch the dog...

But she was too afraid when people approach to her..

Pening man playing hide and seek with her, she kept hiding under the cars refuse to come out..

Everyone was looking at us as if we're freaks torturing puppy there....-___-

After almost half an hour, we finally got to "kepung" her..hahaha

But she still in a trauma situation..hahaha

3 of us kepung her quite long then only i tried to touch her back slowly..

Gawd!! She din cry or avoid from me..maybe we can call this as "jodoh"..hahaha

Then slowly we carry her into the basket after comforting this bitch..

Then we send her to baby house because its nearest from asia jaya...

The weird thing is, when we carry her into the basket she didn't even struggle or cry at all...

Maybe she knew her mom don't want her already.

I saw her bitchy mom with her boobies hanging dangling there..

She don't even bother Michi, that's why i decided to adopt her =)

If i knew the mom is finding her and still want her i won't take her away...

So bitchy mom, you don't blame me for taking away your lil bitch k..

I'll take care her properly =))

*thinking where we gonna bring her?*

1st cam-whore photo with her =)

Lala sket she will pee on him..hahahaha

she got brown patches on her face only.. =)

kawaii!!!

Ericka's Makeup Tutorial

2010-08-14T23:22:00.000-07:00

Saw her make up tutorial when searching their guitar covers.

She look pretty even when she did not put on make up =)

Her make up is impressing though =)

Im a big fan of krissy and ericka, their guitar covers are damn impressive!!

Especially for people like me that don't really know how to play guitar so well like them..

Wakakakaka...damn boring.. so plz watch =D

Boring sial..

2010-08-13T11:04:00.000-07:00

Memories with you ♥♥

Memories with the Fatsss =D

Happy Moment ♥

2010-08-02T06:47:00.001-07:00

It's been awhile we did not take photo together =)

♥♥♥♥♥

Girls Outing =)

2010-07-17T20:59:00.000-07:00

Went Mid Valley with Rekha, WenQi, and Sonia yesterday for Jacob and Edward!!!! =)

It was awesome movie..

Wondering why Edward and Jacob doesn't exist in this world...

Love Jacob's abs sial...=p

Look retarded with this hair =(

We randomly saw this dude terkurung inside the big box modeling for this particular brand

we found it's interesting and wondering how much they pay him for this job..hahaha

and ya, he's cute =))

Ganas woman -__-

Boobies!!! xD

er...what's with the face??

Sonia and this woman wanted to eat Ramen so i just follow...

Then me and Rekha decided to re-pierce our nose..hahaha

Spraying some shit on the nose...

The woman not pro at all...kedekut sial..

Spray a little bit on the nose make us suffer from the pain like hell -____-""

Yeah!! She look like a indian now!! weee =)

Stupid biatch spray kena my eye...pedih =(

Fuck!! look at me!! urgh!!

I swear it is fucking painful!!!

-The End-

Steamboat with Monsters =)

2010-07-16T20:25:00.000-07:00

We went Steamboat Buffet really AGAIN!!!!

The restaurant is located at Sunway...

RM 26.80 per head..

Quite reasonable =)

There is lotsss of choices there...can eat sampai terbalik..hahaha

We ordered half herbal soup half tom yam soup =)

Yung and Zun

Look at Ching Bin serious fac..haha xD

Chun Haw cant wait to throw all the things into the periuk..hahaha

We were queueing for BBQ crabssss =) ♥♥♥

Don't know why my face look so fucking sick last night..God.

That is why i don't like gather after 8am-5pm class...=(

Kyan and Yung =)

Im having fun when ketuk-ing the crab shells..haha

There is me and yung..haha

Imagine the crab is my most hated lecturer... xD

Knock knock knock!!!

Yummy...two of us eat 3 plates of BBQ crabssss =))

Look at the meat!!!!

Yes im eating u crab crab..haha

After an eating war..haha

Is worth it to pay more here, eat more and chit chat the whole night here

rather than eating at the HO HO steamboat.....-__-

We laughing our ass off last night talking about school time memories..

How Pn Chan look like when Negaraku moment..hahaha

That is so much fun!!

Talking about what we were doing at school time..

Great memories ♥♥♥

Having movie with Sonia, Rekha, WenQi the iPhone new user later ♥♥♥

Ciow =)

Escape Button needed!!

2010-07-15T09:46:00.000-07:00

Argue with him today..

I do not know whose fault actually..

Im angry because he can layan his idiot hp rather than talk to me..

Somemore ask me do things..

I mean, i don't mind helping him clean the kitchen stuffs all and prepare for cook..

But seeing him sitting at the sofa playing with his hp..

Who not angry???

Well Im sorry i punch you bie!!

Yes, i did punch his chest..

And i guess it hurt so freaking much..

I'm really sorry..

I don't know how to express the feelings..

I just afraid losing you..

I love you so freaking much!!!!

I admit that im really sensitive..

I don't know why..

Maybe you are correct..

Im weird..

='(

I'll change!!!

For our relationship "sake".

Because i really care so much about this relationship....

You know I L.O.V.E. YOU!!!

I love my Edbergh so much!!!!

Good Luck Michelle Edbergh!!!

My Little Biatch Birthday ♥♥♥

2010-07-15T08:27:00.000-07:00

Today isn't my sister birthday, but bro and mom wanted celebrate earlier...

So we went to Shogun, Sunway for Japanese Buffet AGAIN!!!

-______-

Tempuras..

Unagi hand roll, my favorite. =)

Oysters & Salmonsss

Keep asking me to take her photo -___-

She look cute =) ♥

I ate two and i felt wan puke only...haha

Look at mommy funny expression..hahahahah

Take 1

Take 2

Take 3

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Cute mom and daughter =)

3 of us...

She look fucking stupid -__-

Tiga orang gila..hahaha xD

Tengah cam-whore..hehe

I lend her my wedge heel that's why she look like giant standing beside me =(

Take 1 (mom's sleepy face)

Take 2

(she said better smile if not i will complain, so she forced herself to smile i guess)

hahahahaha xD

I know i look retarded -_-

Supermodel sial...hahaha

she have the potential become model =)

Fucking long leg =)

At car park while waiting mom to figure out where she parked the car..

Basically all the photos are fugly because of my brother fault..

He drove out halfway only ask whether we bring the camere or not..

-__-

End up we have to use our cheapsket 3.2Mgp Sony Hp to cam-whore.

That's why all the photos are weird...

Ate like pig only today..

So freaking full...

Cant sleep now even though feel soooo sleepy..

ZZZzz..

Going to buy something for my little biatch..

Since her birthday is on 25th..

God.

Im broke la...

-The End-

Bla Bla Bla

2010-07-14T06:52:00.000-07:00

College life isn't great all the time..

I miss school time..

Less stress more fun!!!!

I miss the moment fighting in the class with Kiran & Mohan...

Teasing Nadia, sleeping in my bag =)

Watching porn behind the class...hahahaha

That was really crazy...

Imagine teacher is just right in front the class digging her nose, we are at the back watchibg porn, playing cards, psp and etc...

Great memories =)

But college life..actually Uni freshmen year in UTAR is kinda boring..

Just feeling Noob studying in UTAR..
Gosh -____-"

Wondering what will happen after this year..
Im heading to Kampar the ulu kampung places!!!

I guess the nightmare between me and him gonna happened...

I really appreciate this relationship..

Does long distance relationship affects the relationship?
Does it make any difference??

Definitely yes!!!

But what to do?

That's my future, i have no choice not to go there...

I wish i could be with him wherever he go..

Started college for about two months..

So far so good =)
After class there is someone waiting for me and the lunch is prepared on the table..

How sweet...hahaha
Sometimes we even cooked together..

But in his eyes im not that kind person that can do houseworks and cant cook..

God..heartbroken sial... ='(

But i trying my best to be a good girlfriend =)

Last week he gave me a sub line..

Nice..now call people no need always go top up credit..
Really thanks him very much =)

Damn tired everyday traveling to school by public transport =(

I guess next week have to faster settle my licence sial...haiz..

Michelle Edbergh good luck!!!

Hari Kantin aka Hari Mesra =)

2010-07-14T05:48:00.000-07:00

Late update for hari kantin aka harii mesra...

That day was 10th of July, we went back school for hari kantin...

The last time hari kantin was held was past 4 years when i was form 2 that time...

This time not as fun compare to the last time..

We had rumah hantu last time, and every class get to participate in open gerai...

But this time only for form 5 class and they do together with report card day -__-

Isn't a bad idea lar anyway..

But it's bit weird..

Hehe..borrowed chun sian's guitar and cam-whore =p

Me and zi yung =)

Me and Boon =)

Me and lilian =)

Me and the perasan Pn Loi =)

Me and the perasan Randy xD

Me and the joker-wai quan =)

Me and chun sian =)

Me and Jovie =)

Me and Christine =)

Yow tzen still look the same -___-

Tidak boleh diselamatkan dah... hahaha

Me and Amelia =)

Me and Shi Zun =)

Boon, er dirty Kian ming, me and celeste =)

Look at Kian Ming's hair...speechless zzz

Jason, Ziyung, Wailuen, Shizun, Kianming, Boon, Me, Celeste, Amelia, Christine, Helen

(from the left)

Boon in L.O.V.E.

Chun Sian tengah syok sendiri...haha

Me and the clown from nowhere -__-

Wailuen, Jason, Shizun, Ziyung, and Chunhaw

Doesn't look like hari kantin at all... all game is centred at tapak perhimpunan only..

Boring sial..

Hello Kitty Cafe !!!!

They look so adorable in Pink!!!

Urgh...i never see people "scratch" the guava skin like this before lo..

eww...and yet.. i didn't buy any drinks from their stall =)

hahahaha xD

After hanging around at school i followed Kong Cheng back home already..

Thought will be going out with Yung them, mana tau all not in the mood go out..

So i decided go home watch DVD and teman mom =)

Stayed at home like a good girl do...hahaha

Zi Yung's Birthday!!!!

2010-07-13T02:12:00.000-07:00

Yup, that day 7th of July was Yung's birthday...

We went for steamboat AGAIN at Ho Ho Steamboat, but we then swore we are not going to eat there anymore..

The food is too little..not worth it man..-__-

This video taken at Taman Esplanad playground.. =)

That was like 10pm already..

We made wishes together...

Simple celebration but full with loves ♥♥♥

2010-07-03T03:45:00.000-07:00

1. Where is your cell phone? table
2. Your significant other? positive
3. Your hair? messy
4. Your mother? cooking
5. Your father? heaven
6. Your favorite place? seapark
7. Your dream last night? sweet
8. Your favorite drink? lemonade
9. Your dream/goal? money
10. What room you are in? own
11. Your hobby? facebook
12. Your fear? cockroach
13. Where do you want to be in 6 years? rome
14. Where were you last night? home
15. Something that you aren't? skinny
16. Muffins? no
17. Wish list item? travel
18. Where you grew up? Malaysia
19. Last thing you did? sleep
20. What are you wearing? clothes
21. Your TV? off
22. Your pet(s)? none
23. Friends? great
24. Your life? awesome
25. Your mood? happy
26. Missing someone? yea
27. Car? no
28. Something you're not wearing? bra
29. Your favorite store? none
30. Your favorite color? white
31. When is the last time you laughed? just
32. Last time you cried? yesterday
33. Who will resend this? dunno
34. One place that I go to over and over? college
35. One person who emails me regularly? facebook
36. My favorite place to eat? hishome

I found out actually some question i cant answer with one word.....-__-

Durians waves + Stalking blogs =)

2010-06-30T07:18:00.000-07:00

Can you believe that im actually eating durians for dinner 3 days in a row??
That's DISGUSTING!!!

Mom and bro bought durians yesterday at different time..Sweat -__-" man...
Two of them was "kopek-ing" the durians in the kitchen in the middle of the night....
Now i felt disgusted when smells durians..
WTH

Today Sociology's lecturer told us his good news..
His wife is pregnant!!!!
So what??
Congrates anyway!!!

I'm getting bored of his class seriously...
Sometimes he can just talking about DOTA during the lecture class going on..

-___-"

One more thing is..
He never ever upload the lecture notes on time!!!
Gosh..
What a retarded lecturer..And a Daddy wannabe..
May god bless his child..

Im not being bad, Im just telling the truth!!!
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Recently im just soooooo addicted to Xiaxue and the Top Seven Most Disgusting Bloggers (In the Singapore blogosphere) >>> 1st place winner - STEVEN LIM
(Using pink color for Xiaxue is because she loves pink ; Yellow for Steven Lim is because he embarassed himself always in yellow -_-" )

This two blogger is soooo cute man..
They banging each other in year 2007..
Watching this yesterday and today too with my MOM!!

Wan Bao,晚报 Please Kindly Sue 请控告 Xia Xue 下雪 Aka Wendy Cheng
And it is seriously LMAO!!!

Below is what he said to Xiaxue:

Steven Lim: You are not pretty at all okay?! Without the nose you're nothing you're just nobody!!

Steven Lim: You trying to say that I'm pervert, OMG!! You are you nuts or not? Are you kuku kuku??!! (lmao)

Steven Lim: Xiaxue you suck you suck you suck suck suck..you suck you suck you suck suck suck!!!

Steven Lim: Tell you what, you are really a big/baked chicken pie (cibai) ah OMG, you are really ridiculous!!

Steven Lim: Xiaxue, you are the lousy one, you suck you suck you suck suck suck Xiaxue you suck you suck you suck suck suuuccckkk!!!

Steven Lim: And you're big chicken pie lo OMG!!!

Steven Lim: You said that Im disgusting, whose talking? Im the, you tell me im the media whore *pause*, are you joking?? We are voted, me and you are voted as the most compareable couple in Singapore..Anndd you dare to said that Im disgusting!! Whaaat the helll you talking abooouut??

Steven Lim: Xiaxue, are you kuku kuku?? Come on 至少我华语比你好咯，你会讲流利华语吗小姐？你只会讲，你是那种吃potatoe 是吗？（jiak kantan) ok..

Steven Lim: Kan ni lao bu choa cibai, stare what stare? You better watch out la..cibai puah cibai...

Steven Lim: You are so AH-GREE and you're still say you're pretty? Where im so HEMSEM and you say that im AH-GREE??
Steven Lim: WHATEVER~~ *with the pervert face*

I really have no idea why Singaporians so lame..

Nothing to already is it??

But seriously STEVEN LIM you are SUCK!!!

Fucking Disgusting!!!

Totally agree with Xiaxue!!!

Muahahahahahaha!!!!

Family day...

2010-06-29T05:44:00.000-07:00

Late update pulak..

Sunday was so called Family day..

Went to MV wacthed Toy Story 3 with my sis whereas mom watch Ip Man with others..

Felt so funny when the cinema ticket sellers are so used to it to call Ip Man in English version..

End up watching Toy Story with sis is seriously LMAO...

The most interesting is i saw pieka after so many months didn't meet each other...

She was with her new honey..

So ngam sit beside me...

So laughing all night...

My Inai ^^

Rock it man!!!

Sis took for me when at the old klang roadside...

Retarded brother which is never serious when take photo with me -__-

Fuck faces...=)

Love my lips...huahaha

Retarded sis kecoh want me take her photo...

Mom was so lazy to layan her...hahaha

A complicated and tiring day...

2010-06-26T10:29:00.000-07:00

Too boring nothing to do so decided use Sonia's hp cam-whoring....=)

This two gentlemen doing nothing too...

Everything in the Hotel had a horse on it...even this also...

Ha!!! Get caught when cam-whoring....hahaha xD

Basically my hp is for her to cam whoring...-__-

Can you see the inai?? nice right? =)

Too comfortable after undressed the stupid retarded kebaya...

The Sari goes very well on my biatch....=)

Taking photo with little horse while waiting for our "driver"...

Today i really had a very complicated mood... -__-

Don't know why the hell baby started arguing with me..

For some really really stupid reason...

I got so pissed off..

Haiz..

Today suppose going PD with baby...

Suppose having extreme fun there..

Suppose playing banana boat there...

Suppose hugging each other in the sea...

Suppose holding hands walking at the beach..

End up???

Arguments!!

Working like an idiot!!!!

Phew..

Working under Ruindra dad's events company...

At Palace Of The Golden Horses...

I and Sonia being so Jakun when reached there....

Surprising me was EuJyn also joining us too...

Basically our job is ushering the stupid VIPs and Datuk-datuk...

I wore a fucking old fashion baju Kebaya which is beige in color..

And it makes me look like a retard -__-

Whatever...

As u seen above, Sonia impressed everyone there...

The red sari suit her very well...

These are all last minute changes..

We actually brought Punjabi costume..

But the theme of the wedding is "1 Malaysia"..

That's why..

Haiz....

Tiring.......

Going off to bed now...zzzZZZZ

Stefan ♥

2010-06-25T07:37:00.001-07:00

To my baby..

Love you the most ♥

No matter what happen, it's enough having you by my side... =)

What a fucked up day..

2010-06-25T06:35:00.000-07:00

(this pics is taken ytd)

yup, just now went to drop by at MV Starbuck while waiting mom to fetch me

she tried her best to clean the table as fast as she can because im waiting for sending her back since im there waiting for mom

All this photos is taken this evenign when on the way back from college..

How awful it is..

Going back home also have to be so risky..

The bus macam "Sardin" like that...

Huhu kesian man...

Had lunch with Baby during break time just now..

At least he made my day better..

Love looking at his smiles =)

Well, back to the MOM ISSUE...

I had disappoint myself again...

Haiz...

Why la...

Baby went back to Melaka with Darren..

So tomorrow the Monstersss will having extreme SUPER fun without me...

WTF

-_-

I seriously don't know when only i have my freedom..

May God bless me =(

MOM ISSUE!!!!!!!!!

2010-06-24T18:14:00.000-07:00

I really got no fucking idea why mom always controlling us.

Why cant she let me go wherever i want?

Not say i always go out..haiz..

Wth man...

Really tak puas with her..

Assume that she's actually worrying about me, but i think that im old enough to take care myself and carry myself very well..

I am not 8 years old girl..

I know who am i going out with and go where im going..

Why cant she trust me huh???

Sometimes is not that i want to lie to her.
It's because there is no use telling her the truth and telling her everything in details.

I felt bad too for lying sometimes..

But that is the only way can fullfil my wish...

I just want to spent some time with him at somewhere else peacefully -.-"

Feeling WTF right now -.-"

Wondering when only she will "LET" me go...

I really feel that she is fucking racist to him and treat me very unfair...

What the fuck is wrong???

People is just a normal human not alien!!!

I really do not know how to communicate with her anymore!!!

What should i do now??

I am the kiind of people that must get whatever i want!!

Im not selfish!

I just hope that my wants to be fullfil..

And there is no "scracity" occur in this situation!!

Because im not asking you money or anything!!

Im just asking for your fucking permission!!!

MOM IM ANGRY WITH YOU!!!!!

Being a UTARian...

2010-05-26T17:35:00.000-07:00

"UTAR seriously full of dumbass and weirdos, they really freaked me out!! God!! Have you ever seen 18 yrs old boy using SWAN school bag and trolley school bag which is the primary students using to University?? -.-llllll"

Above is my current Facebook status.
Im not being bad,
Im just telling the truth...
-.-"

First day step into the campus, felt so weird..
Maybe i still not used it the life in Uni...
After registeration, sat in the big hall listen to the talks..
Which is freaking boring and freaked me out the whole day...
God..

Seeing my facebook status can explain everything..
Not to say i want to "memalukan" them..
But seriously, why they cant dress properly with some fashion+formal dress code sense??
The worst things is...
18 years old guy using "Swan" school bag...
I swear..
I never use it even when i was in primary school...

Okay...
Ignore this..
Lets talk about the Uni canteen...
The freaking canteen is really smaller than my previous secondary school's canteen..
The foods i don't know whether nice or not because i didn't even step into the canteen..
From far i already can see that the canteen is full of "Sardins"..
How to makan there??
See the crowd already make me meluat man...

Before this i thought my campus will be at right in front of Jaya One..
Mana tau..
Kat belakang sana..
Damn hard to get taxi...

After the shity orientation..
Went to baby house..
So nice when reach there he cook for me...
So me him and Darren had lovely lunch...
Felt so warm.. =)
After so tired whole day go home got people waiting for me and cook for me...
Hahahahaha...
Macam bahagia sangat kan?
Thx baby!!
Muax

Yesterday suppose to go for "Ice Breaking"...
I decided rest at home..
instead of playing stupid games and make friends there...
-.-"

Today...
same...
I rather go somewhere else better than stay at there listen to those rubbish talks...

Haiz..
Wish me good luck and hope i can get use to the life there earlier...

Good Luck
Michelle Tan

Stabilized...

2010-05-22T06:25:00.000-07:00

Things went better now....
So happy =)..

Next Saturday i get "licence" from my mom to go camping with baby..
Woohoo!!! so happy!!!

The situation was like this..
Me: "mi, im going gunung nuang camping next week."
Mom: " Nowadays keep raining wo, how to go? Sure not fun wan."
Me:" Wont wan la, sure fun wan, we going in a big group ma."

Then she kept quite.
Yesterday i told her i confirm going camping already, but i did not tell her who im going with.
Hahahahahaha..
She didn't ask me too.
So i assumed she "approved" me!!!

This afternoon when having lunch with i pura-pura ask her tips about climbing mountain.
From the whole conversation i knew that she knew im going with my baby.
So just let it be..
So weird that she let me go.
I guess she knew we wont do anything in the middle of a scary jungle.
Hahahahahaha!!

Today supposed go MV with Sonia and etc.
But kena FFK..
What the hell man.

Going MV tomorrow with them.
Been centuries didn't meet her..

Monday,
UTAR orientation.
Bored!!!
Super lame some more...
-.-"

Michelle Tan
Good Luck!!!

Annoyed by Nightmares

2010-05-20T04:06:00.000-07:00

Can you believe that 3 days non stop dreaming the similar things..
Which is scaring me and make my mood swinging up and down everyday...
Really couldn't believe what i've dreamed..
Do our dreams come true???
Of course we hope dreaming getting more money or having a perfect life will come true..
I really wish that what i dreamed is not true at all!!!
If it's really came true it is just a way of killing me...
Because it will ruin us...

You said that i think too much thats why will dream rubbish things..
But i felt it is so true in the dream..
My heart is so pain when im awake from the dreams...
Can felt my tears dried on my face after that..
Im really afraid this is a signal..
Tell me its not true at all...

Why so many things happen recently?
Why we just cant get what we supposed to get and always have to suffer??
God.. can you help us??
Im just too tired seeing somebody face getting moody everyday and having so many problems that couldn't solve and being so helpless...
I feel so useless because couldn't help anything...
This make me feel our gap is getting further and further...
I really appreciate this relationship very very much...

Soon, i will back to study again...
Wondering what will happen next...
You told me you going back working there...
I really don't know how to react that moment..
Feel so so so lost....
What you want me to answer you??
Was hoping everything will be fine and your situation will be better after leaving here..
At the same time im afraid that your leaving will cause our gap getting further and further..
Tell me it will be fine baby...
Seeing you so suffer i really do not know what to do....
Cant help anything at all make me so suffocating...

Will be study one year at here then going Kampar continue study for 3 years...
What will happen next???
Can anyone predict what will happen next??
Father..please help me...
I really do not know how to express my feelings now..
My emotion is totally IMBA now...

Baby,
I miss you so much..
Always wanted to understand you more but at the end things went worse..
How you want me to tell you all this..
Im afraid of too much things..
Im so tired too...
Im so worry about you and also about us...

Im just so into you...
There is no reason why...
Im just wanna love you with my hearts...
Love you so much baby...

Randomly feeling IMBA!!

2010-05-07T04:50:00.001-07:00

Work!!! Work!!! Work!!! Work!!! Work!!! Work!!! Work!!! Work!!! Work!!! Work!!!

IMBA!!! IMBA!!! IMBA!!! IMBA!!! IMBA!!! IMBA!!! IMBA!!! IMBA!!! IMBA!!!

Cut my hair just now...

PUAS!!!

To be continue...

MICHELLE!!!

Sweet time~

2010-04-11T04:00:00.000-07:00

Tired..

2010-04-07T04:54:00.000-07:00

Feel want drink one huge pint of Hoegaarden!!!!

Sangat PANAS!!!!!

Haiz...

Damn fucking tired today...

After work went for "lok lok" awhile with Ah Ping...

My dinner...

-.-"

My hotdog...

The blur~~ face...

Feel damn sick weh..

So boring everyday go work then back home...

Tomorrow can't go shopping with Wenqi and Sonia some more...
huhuhuhuhuh ='(

Long time didn't go shopping...

Lucky Saturday off can go dating awhile...

Sunday have to go for the Undang class... -.-"

I know im late...

What to do...

Feel want to drink a huge pint of Hoegaarden!!!!

Arghhh!!!!

Weather damn Fucking HOT!!!!!!

-michelle-

Angry day..

2010-04-06T09:54:00.000-07:00

Today really damn tension and damn fucking piss with my new colleague!!!

Really never met people like him!!!

Menyusahkan only!!!

After work went pasar malam with Ah Ping...

Saw this two bangala..

-.-"

Holding hands pulak...

-.-"

Geli sial!!

8pm something went Mid Valley MPH buy book for baby..

"Saya Pun Melayu"

That's the book he wanted to buy..

Sienz..

Politic book...

Don't know why la ever since the stupid idiot came and joined my company..

I became more violence and bad temper..

So sui man...

Again, i skipped my dinner..

Off to bed..

zzzzZZ

Michelle Edbergh

Sweet time..

2010-04-03T18:52:00.001-07:00

I miss my BABES!!!!

SONIA!!!!

REKHA!!!

WENQI!!!

AMY!!!!!!

I MISS YOU ALL BABES!!!!!!

It's been so long we never meet up because of busy working...

wuwuwuuwuwwuw

='(

Last night...

Went Nathan's corner for dinner with bro and the gf..

Watched MU against Chealsea...

Fucking useless...

Haiz...

MU LOSE!!!!!!!

Fuck it la....

Last Friday after submit my application form at UTAR..

Went to find dumb...Long time didn't see him...

Somemore he is going back Malacca working..haiz...so sad... =(

Anyway..we went 1U as usual..

Guess what...that day was Good Friday and we are not suppose to eat meat at all....

But end up this dumb keras kepala want eat bak kut teh and minum teh cina at there..

We had with Jermaine...

After we ordered only we realize it's good friday...wtf..hahahaha

The bak kut teh also so so only....

After makan went Popular jalan-jalan...

He likes to read politics books... -.-

I was left alone walking here and there snapping pictures...

So concentrate when with the politics books... =.=

Just randomly snapping his pictures...

I was too bored till grab his funky spec and cam whoring there...

huahahahhah :P

At last my house have internet...

Gosh...main till puas nowadays.....

Pictures

2010-03-07T21:02:00.000-08:00

When you turn to pregnant, this is how you'll look like...

10 things i hate about you!!

2010-02-11T03:28:00.000-08:00

For time being

2010-01-25T02:58:00.000-08:00

Im no longer working in Topman...
Boring sial...
Now working at Zouk Cafe & Bar..
Quite enjoying..... :)
Work there as Hostess...
cool..
I did the opening at there and I'm the first hostess there...
Everyday meeting different kind of people..
All sengal ppl..lame asses...dumb ppl...
More worst is working here kena kacau by gila women...
Dunno what world is this...
Girl kacau girl pulak...

The happening thing is Burn has join me at here as a kitchen helper..
Gaining experience here since he studying culinary...
So sometimes finish work late at least got people can send me back home...
But another fuck up thing was..
The kitchen fuckers thought he is my bf...
Some more tegur him and hinting they don't like him mix and hang out with me...
Bodoh sial...
So racist!!!!
Whatever it is...i still love my job here...
I have close friends here also...
WenQi and the sis working at Starbuck so everyday i get to pao drinks from them before go work..haha
I have a bunch of funky friends from Topman always come visit me at Zouk...
Life goes on like this everyday and i kinda like it....

Besides that...
At here i got Siva and Alex this two dumb joke with me all the time..
Melissa is my partner as a hostess also...
Not bad la...
Yesterday there was a blogger take photos with us...
So funny...
Everyday also got lots DJ and actors came and chill here...
Just that day..Amber Chia passed by attend a fashion show....fucking ugly..
Henry Golding..Danny Wen....aiks...sienz man...

Sonia celebrated her birthday here also...
Everyone mad and drunk that day...

to be continue.....

My days..

2009-12-24T01:45:00.000-08:00

This few days was too tired but lovely to me..I can 't believe that they hired me at throw me to topman.

Working at Topman is benefiting me because everyday i get to see lots of big handsome cute guys and also gays... but you know what.. some gays are hot!!!!

Sometimes when I'm in charge of the fitting room i get to cuci my mata!!!! Huaahaha!!!

But is quite tiring because have to rush here and there serve the cute customers..fuh..but i felt it's worth it..haha...it's RM6 per hour...

After i get to work at here i learned how to take bus from my condo to work!!!

What the hell man...

All the while i hated bus like shit but now i had change my point of view...

Taking public transport is definitely more worth it!! Hahaha...

This is because its more fast and direct!!! And cheap!!!

I cant believe that i like taking buses already..

If you guys watched the Zombieland movie you should know this rule: Rule #36 Enjoy the little things!

I did this everyday when take bus..haha

Thats another things make me feel better when working is my baby!!

He is so adorable and lovely!!!!

Second day working he brought voucher for me and we had lunch together and spent one hour break with him...that was cool..i actually cant believe it when he came and find me because usually im the one go find him..

Well, yesterday was more awesome!!!

He asked me whether i can take the afternoon shift so that i can have lunch at his house then only go work cuz he wanted to cook for me...woohoo!!! Of course want la...

But unfortunately they put me in morning shift..wtf

Anyway is not a bad thing also...When around 12.30 he message me what time is my break he want bring food for me!!!!

Wow!!! He bringing food for me!!! Im like oh my god!!! My heart melt kao kao weh..haha

Ya, 1.30pm is my break time and he came with my lovely lunch!!!

Guess what he cook...

God, he cooked lamb chop!! hahaha...and also the steamed jagung and french fries...

haha..it was funny because the beside the lamb was fulled with carrots and broccoli...haha

So sweet..this the first time he did that to me..

Whose boyfriends purposely cook and bring the foods all the way from home for the girlfriend??

Maybe others got this experience but this was my first time...

I appreciate it a lot..

Remembered that day we went back Melaka follow Darren's car..

I had lots of funs there..really...

We went clubbing at Pure Bar that night and celebrated Kevin's birthday..

I drank lot...Beers, Lamboghini, and also Black Label...

End up puke..gosh...i puke when Darren is driving...haha

I just Slumber open the car door and puke...haha...

But feel wasted cuz puke everything out..

And that was my first time puking after drinking...

hahahahahahhaaa....

The bad news is......he going Singapore work next year thats why he spent all the time with me recently...haiz....what a bad news...but i'll love him and wait for him!!!

What we have to do now is appreciate the time when we are together and do not argue anymore...

I love you baby!!!!

Macam Macam ada...

2009-12-05T06:17:00.000-08:00

Its been a long time didn't online....im finally back...
Left two paper..Chemistry and Chinese...
hahahhah...later only study la...
During this few weeks...the exam really freaked me out...
Damn stupid..i feel like burn the books everytime when finish a subject...
Everday study...like no feeling d...bodoh...

Now people started plan to go here and there right after the chemistry paper..
So people..what's your plan??
My plan...

8th of Dec - shopping at TS then night burn al-bakat (just kidding) WQsaid want have a damn firework at there..when the police come..i and Sonia will run first!!! hahaha
9th of Dec - Class outing to Mid Valley... probably movies or fuck around there..
12th of Dec - Let's party!!!! Poppy?? Maison?? Quatro?? The best is MOS!!! haha
16th of Dec - Genting trip with WARMS...
21th of Dec - Melaka!!! woohoo!!!! will be staying there for one whole week!! Celebrating Christmas there!!! woohoo!!!!!
31th of Dec - Count down party!!! woohoo!!!!!

Oh ya.. the worst thing happened during this few weeks is my handphone spoilt!!!
@#$%*$#@%^*&^#$%#!@$%^*$#^@^*#@$%^@$
What the fuck man!!!!!!
Stupid phone!!! God damn it!!!! That is one of the reason that freaked me out...
Im totally no mood hanging around without my phone...
No more camera, no more music when in the lrt, no more reminder, no more important contacts...
Haiz....realy fucked up....
Dah la pokai kao kao...now the phone bully me pulak..wtf...

What a terrible year man...after having enough fun have to find a part-time job d..haiz..
I'm totally broke!!!!

The Road Not Taken

2009-11-24T00:58:00.000-08:00

The road not taken............................................................................

8 more days..

2009-11-10T04:03:00.000-08:00

8 more days...
Like what Wenqi said...
Do you smell freedom or fear???
I'm at the border line of fear and freedom though....
And guess what...
I haven't even start study...
WTF....
Damn bloody scared but don't know what to do...
Gonna leave the school very soon....
I'll miss the school fucking much!!!!
Although it's a bit fucked up school...
But i still love you-SMKBJ!!!!

TO ALL MY LOVELY 2009 SPM CANDIDATES FRIENDS
Come on...cheer up...
Go study and fuck the SPM paper up!!!
You'll sure can survive SPM!!!
And get the freedom!!!
Woohoo!!!!
Fuck You SPM!!!!!!

More photos...

2009-11-06T02:52:00.001-08:00

Im back ♥

2009-11-06T02:31:00.000-08:00

hahahaha...no make up eye is smaller wan la....

Celeste's costume seems a bit weird..but anyway she looks cute...
hahahahahahahahah!!!!!

I know Jon's pose is a bit weird...
But he said this looks more Indian....
Wth...zha dou....

Boon said this Tai Chin from Tan's family....

hahaha..do we looks like husband wife??

All this photos are taken this Tuesdayfor the Hari Budaya...
What the hell..this is the first time wear cheong sam...damn fucking tight...
Mana tau will same colour with Boon wan.....funny...
Hope Sarah babe wont mind.....hahahahaaa....

A night to remember

2009-10-22T02:29:00.000-07:00

SMK Bukit Jalil will be having prom end of this year.
A night to remember. A gathered party filled with latest party beat and glittering moments.

Especially the form 5 dudes, this is your precious last year,so come along and have fun,to enjoy and make this night a memorable one.Not to forget tag along with more friends and gather the party !

Dress up with the best outfits and stand a chance to be up on the stage. There will be grand prizes and lucky draws waiting for you!!!

We are having a special offer which is RM150 per couple. You can come along with your friends in a group of 5 person including yourself which is only RM380, this offer will be end on October. So hurry up before you miss the chance !!!

Please comfirm your participation by 31th of October 2009. Payment after 31th October will back to normal price RM90 per head and there will be no couple offer.
Outsiders are allowed and participants are encouraged to bring your date :)

Alchohol will be serve bottomless!!!!!

Upon comfirmation, please state down your (and your date) name, class and contact numbers to Michelle, Sonia and Wen Qi (5 Cemerlang).

Venue: Cititell, Mid Valley
Date: 18 December 2009
Time: 7pm-11.30pm
Dress Code: Formal & Glamorous
Contact: Sonia Lee (0143329733) Michelle Tan (0169090105) Wen Qi (0122033545)

Bye...

2009-10-06T03:43:00.000-07:00

I cant take this any longer...
Please stop adding pressure on me!!!!!!!!!
Please!! I need some spaces and time!!!!!
Stop nagging me!!!!!
Its hurts!!!
Don't wnt to help means shut up!!!!

Will be missing for awhile...........

Under depressions..

2009-10-06T00:24:00.000-07:00

Im still under depression actually...
So many things happened in this few days...
Peoples around me also facing full of shit's problems....
Everyone is like damn emo and frustrated...especially the guys...
What happened actually...
I still cant accept the things happened...
Why the fuck it happened on me....
I cant stop thinking about it... it sickening...fucked up.....
I really didn't expect all this will happened....wtf....
Why la the God wanna play me like this???
It ruined part of my fucking life.....
To the dumbfuck that hurt me badly: U have no right to be emo over there!!!

Emo...

2009-10-02T09:16:00.000-07:00

Nothing to do...I love my wall and my guitar...
Suit my mood....

Why am i still thinking about that....

But it really hurts....

Why? What the fuck wrong with me???

Maybe...it have to be like that...It's better to be like this....

Look into the guitar like a mirror....

Fuck it la...Don't hurt me anymore....

What is LOVE???

2009-10-02T04:45:00.000-07:00

A long time ago I thought that love was something that you reserved for some special set of people that you had judged worthy of it. After a while I got to thinking about what Jesus had said about turning the other cheek and loving our neighbor I put the two together and realized that he had made no exceptions in these statements. It became obvious to me that he intended that we exclude no one from the love that we are supposed to be giving. I started thinking about my idea of love and suddenly realized that I had not been loving anyone at all. I had simply been judging everyone and every thing. Judging someone worthy of love is not love, it is only judgment. I actually started to cry when I realized this. I saw just how much of my life I had wasted being judgmental, thinking of myself as a Christian, when I was actually doing just the opposite of what Jesus had asked us to do. I thought about the verse judge not lest ye be judged, and I understood it for the first time. I realized that I have a lot of catching up to do. So many opportunities were wasted. I now try to apply the love that I have for the world in a universal way like Jesus asks us to do. If I start to feel afraid and think that I see someone that I should not love because of something I have thought or heard I try to catch my mistake as soon as possible. I tell myself that I have forgot the truth and have fallen for the same old trick that had cost me so many opportunities to be loving in the past. The horror of this realization is often all that is necessary to bring me back to my senses and make me drop the judgmental nonsense I was thinking. I still have a lot to learn about love, but at least I’m making progress.

The moments...

2009-10-02T04:12:00.000-07:00

1st time at Barcelona with Darren & Francis...

Nothing to do....

Went to Kepong eat Bak Kut Teh...

Ponteng kerja pulak....

1st time went to Malacca Pure Bar...

I promise you my heart♥
♥I promise you my life♥
♥I promise we'll never be apart♥
♥I promise not to hurt you♥
♥I promise to never make you cry♥
♥I promise to always trust you♥
♥I promise not to lie♥
♥I promise you forever♥
♥I promise you tonight♥
♥I promise you my respect♥
♥I promise to do things right♥
♥I promise to always be there♥
♥I promise until the end♥
♥I promise to always love you♥
♥I promise to be your best friend♥
♥I promise you my love♥
♥I promise you my life♥
♥I promise this forever♥
♥I promise our friendship is my life♥
♥u're the PEANUT to my BUTTER ,♥
♥u're the STAR to my BURST,♥
♥u're the M to my M,♥
♥u're the POP to my TART,♥
♥u're the MILKY to my WAY,♥
♥u're the FRUIT to my LOOP,♥
♥u're the MILK to my DUDS,♥
♥u're the LUCKY to my CHARMS,♥
♥u're the ICE to my CREAM,♥
but mostly....
♥u're the most IMPORTANT person in my LIFE♥

what i wish to do with u.....

2009-10-02T04:07:00.000-07:00

What the hell weh.....
I'm the one suppose to be there with you weh..
Kecoh la this Francis...

What i want...

2009-10-02T03:54:00.000-07:00

I want get this done by this year....

The worst thing happened...

2009-10-02T01:15:00.000-07:00

The last day of September...
Something happened and i won't forget about it for the rest of my life..
Something fuck up happened just like that....
I really don't know how to tell out..
But what i knew is... I'm being hurt kao kao after that...

Talk to me....

2009-09-17T06:14:00.000-07:00

You talk to me
You speak with me
Don't sink before you rise baby
Don't fade away

You hesitate
You seem to wait
For all the time we had
Feels like a world away

Who's to say, we'll be ok
We will make it through the night
Don't wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile

Cause we're the same
And i know that we'll never change
Look i bought your favourite ice cream
I dont wanna see it melt away

If you walk out now
I don't know if we're gonna be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause i want you to stay here with me

The memories
The things we did
I locked inside my heart
Where i know i won't forget

And now, whos to say, well be ok
We will make it through the night
Dont wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile

Cause were the same
And I know that we'll never change
look I bought your favorite ice ream
I dont want to see it melts away

If you walk out now
I dont know if we could be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me

I want you to stay here with me

The sudden death......

2009-09-17T02:50:00.000-07:00

10th of September....
One of my friend's brother passed away....
Everyone was shocked....
When i heard about this in class...
I cant stop tearing...
Im sorry to heard that....
On that day after i know about the death...
We went and visit our friend.....
I really cant accept it..
I cant stop tearing when i saw her father shivering and crying there...
I and Amy also cant tahan and cried....
Most of the brother friends also crying like hell...

Can you imagine when your boyfriend said:'' Baby, i'll be back.'' to you...
But end up he met with a car crash and leave the world forever and never come back anymore...
How hurts it can be to the girlfriend....
And they were about to go for further study le.....
End up...he just left like that....
I will rather die....sorry to said that....

Although i don't know the brother...
But when i know that he passed away so sudden without leave a word to his girlfriend and the family,
I can imagine the pain...and i can feel it....
It is very hurting...and horrible....
Because i faced before...
When your beloved leave you without leaving any words....
And come so sudden...
It makes you don't know what to do....
Worst is....the brother made my friend the only child and left her with so many responsibility...
It is quite hard to accept the facts....
And made my friend don't know what to do....
Aiks....babe...you really need time k....
We will support you!!!

A Tiring day...

2009-08-18T08:48:00.000-07:00

Today suddenly step in the class...
WenQi asked say she effing want to swim...
And i teased her...hahahaha...
Cuz her Swimming pool damn small....hahahaha
So last minutes they decided to swim at my house lo....
So damn last minutes...And we invited Amy also....

I was damn f-ing tired after having Pj...
Plus use too much "brain" doing Add Math works and playing chess with them...
Haiz...And i slept in WenQi car the whole way back to school fetch second round and back to my home at last....Huahahahaha....saliva nearly come out..hahahaha
Lucky uncle dunno....huhuh...it's because the air-cond is so cooling...
Hahahahahahahahahaha...

When reach home the 1st thing i did was clean my barbarian room and the house...
Cuz the galz are coming...kecoh la....aiks...
Around 4pm they reach my house when i'm having my tasty toast...
Then i went down to take them up then they 'lawat' my house pulak..
Huahahahahahah.....lucky i clean the house d...hahhaahh..
Then without wasting time we went down swim swim lo....

In between we took lots photo...
Stupid and fcuk up photos....
This call makan kenyang noting to do then take the camera snap here shoot there...
Aiks...galz ma...like that wan lo....huhu...
Damn tired la...then this few miss went up to my house again...
Aiks...i like maid...hahaha..
Prepare toast with butter for Amy and WenQi..
Sonia she cook Maggie....sendiri masak pulak....
Around 8 someting my mom came back and send them back...

Aiks...
Then now my mood changed....
Fcuk up...
Don't know what happen also....
I just feel damn damn miss him....
Like want die d...
But he sick d....aikz...
Then he told me he went to see doc at HUKM ..
Which is his friend work as doc or don't pharmacist or what la...
She checked up for him and give him free medicine...
Good lo..can safe money...
But i wasn't know that she damn lovely until can send him her mom cooks from Cheras all the way to PJ for him....
When he told me i was like...what the hell...
She already did part of my job as a girlfriend....
Aiks...maybe i think too much....
Or i wanted to cari pasal only...
Whatever la....somehow i don't feel good when he told me about these....
My god....how come....how come...
What da hell happen la....
Why suddenly will feel like that wan....
I memang jealous ma...cannot meh...
Asshole....aiyo....damn fcuk up la....
See...now my anger come d i don't know how to cool down d...
Im afraid that if he sms or talk back with me i will ignore or malas layan him...
And i always did that..
Cuz i really dunno how to calm down...
And i feel that im f-ing ego...
How le now...
I guess we having a 'war' now....
I think i will wait him sms me tomorrow morning then only i decide want to reply him or not...
Is it bit over?? No gua.....whatever la...

I guess he sleep d...
He sms me i juz replied damn cool...
Aiks...is it my problem???
Am i too sensitive???
I think too much d???
If yes then im sorry baby.....

Fcuk up day!!!

2009-08-14T01:12:00.000-07:00

What da hell.....
Noob Sonia tore my new bag....
What da fcuk....
Motherfuller......
New bag le.....
Sumre today 1st time use it.....
Cibai....=.=ll
Spoil my mood...
What da hell.....

Today Pengetua like syok syok gave us mask...
Everyone must wear...
And i wore...
Like Ninja only...
Can only see my right eye only...
What da hell.....

well...im doing revision...(ya right..)

Looks weird right...
What da hell....

well...this is Rekha's hand...she try to fix Kiran's
T-back mask....noob sial...=,=ll

Ta da.....Kiran's panties....see he so syok sendiri there..
haha...what da hell...

Another things happened today is..
My baby went to Ipoh work...PC Fair again....
Boring sial....
Can't see him pulak....
Miss Malacca pulak.....
Feel want go there again....
These are some of da pictures i took....

This is da church near his house..nice..
i mean da mother mary....dunno what he praying pulak...

Mandy and her baby i carrying...so cute...

Mandy's baby's birth mark..wow...

Popeye so gedik go and kiss fat fat...haha...

He just cut his hair that time...
and we were eating the malacca famous food at jonker street...

Noob dog-Roger....his dearest dog..=.=ll

Still got a lot...
Lazy to upload la...
Just miss the days at Malacca...
What da hell....

Aiks..
Tomorrow got Biology and Add Math exam..
And i'm not going to take it..
Fcuk it...
Lame test...
Rather sleep at home...

Haiz...
My fcuking new bag la....
What the fcuk!!!!!!

The 1st post on 2009

2009-08-13T04:33:00.000-07:00

Its been fcuking long didn't open my blog d....
Nowadays everyone was so into blogging...
Siao d....

Im facing SPM for another 3 months plus le...huhu :(
Dunno what to do....
what da fcuk...

I just get my Eason Chan concert tickets from my baby...
It's RM298 each...and i got 4...ngam ngam for my family...
He said don't give my friends...is for my family only...haha
Think wat...wan bribe my family meh....
Tot wanted to go MTV Worldstage with Sonia, WenQi, Rekha they all....
Mana tau...habis pulak ticket...babi sial...

Today we having August monthly test...haha
who cares...
I finished my BM and BI paper....
When Chemistry paper i blanked the structure questions...haha
Totally blank!!!! What da hell!!!!

Recently i just met back my Arab friend-Alexandra...
Thx WenQi anyway...
He 'made' from Austria and Arab...
And he told me that he hated Arab very very much...
Guess what...i love his car's sound system very mush...
And he told me that it cost RM7k++ to modified the sound system....
Motherfuller....i love his car man....
Wait la....one day i get my car i'll modified kao kao wan....
kaka...huahahaha...

oh ya...
Haven intro my baby...
His name is Stefan Edbergh...
23 years old...(6 years older than me le...)
Born on 04/11/1986...(i'm 2nd of Nov)...haha
175cm...
<60kg...(almost same as me)
made from Sarawakian and BabaNyonya...
but considered BaBa...cuz born at Malacca....
He got a chihuahua face...haha...
Handsome sial....but damn thin...
Sumre make me look like DorAmon....babi~~
Know him since 2009 March PC Fair...
Haha...tat time damn funny....
I didn't notice him much also...
Mana tau...dia kao gua....haha..(Syok sendiri kejap)
At 1st i also scare we got age gap...
But everything was fine till now...
He is a caring boyfriend...
And is the one i love the most until this moment...(geli sial if he saw this)...haha
We started our relationship on 26th of April....
And i met his family at Malacca.....so nice...
I like Malacca...especially their BaBa dialect...
So harmony....
well...this bout him....
and i love him so so so much....

That's all for today...damn lazy la...
Tomorrow got exam sumre...
i think is Math and Physic....
Boring sial.....
Kena study nanti...
Haiz....

Bye the whole M'sia.....:p

Essay on LOVE

2009-04-17T03:51:00.000-07:00

What is the one emotion that has everyone mystified? What is the one emotion that has started as many wars as it has ended? What emotion has had more plays, songs, and stories written about it than anything else? Love, that one emotion that makes enemies into friends and friends into enemies. So many legends surround this emotion, from the goddess Athena and Helen of Troy to Shakespeare's Romeo and Juliet.

Love comes in so many different levels, that it doesn't appear to be the same emotion at all, but it is. There is so much to love, that it will be hard to put into this simple essay. It can tear people apart and make us do irrational things to bringing together entire nations. What can this emotion not do? It's hard to tell, but there is a lot it can.

This emotion, bring tears to our eyes when something happens to our family members, friends, and pets. When we feel love ripped from us, as in death or being spurned by another, we do things we wouldn't normally do, such as go on violent rampages, or mourn to the extent that our loved ones have to watch us constantly to make sure we don't try anything like suicide. Some can move on, always remembering the lost loved one after a while, but others can not let go. These are the ones that need our love and support the most.

There are so many levels to love, that I can only express a few of them here. These are the ones we see most in life. Friendship starts this list off. Yes, it doesn't seem like it, but we do feel love towards our friends, this is what helps us get along so well, and why we miss them when we don't see our friends for a long time. It's also why we hold certain friends over others no matter what happens. Sometimes, the bond between friends deepens to the point where a stronger bond of love is made, making them family.

Another level of love, are for our siblings and other family members. Even though we do things to our family members, and sometimes we don't like some of our family, that bond is still there. It's this family bond level of love that brought about the phrase, blood is thicker than water. We will do things for our brothers, sisters, mothers, fathers, and children before we would even consider doing them for anyone else. Many wars have been started because of this family level, brother avenging brother or father, father protecting his wife and children, or even vice versa. This simple family bond can even extend to include our pets, amazingly enough, and that is a good thing.

A third level to love, is the bond that brings man and woman together. This level is among the strongest of them all. It is this level of love that has brought together kingdoms into nations in the past, and ended many great wars. It's is also for the love of a woman that has started a few of our well-known wars, like the Trojan Wars of ancient times. It's brought together families that have argued for years and years, such as in the Shakespearean play, Romeo and Juliet. Even though the two mentioned killed themselves in the end, it still brought their families together.

The last mentionable level of love is that bond between a mother and her children. There is no stronger, nor will there ever be. This bond starts from the very first tiny fluttering of movement and never ends, even after death of the child. A mother protects her children in the name of love, and directs them through life using it as the example to follow. Well, at least it should be. It's because of her children a mother will work at a job she hates, just to make sure they have everything they could ever want or need.

The phrase, love makes the world go round is very true. It's is our driving force, for what ever reason it may be. Poems, plays, and legends can only briefly touch the true meaning of love. We can only feel what that meaning is, and express it in ways only we can understand towards another. The true question we should be asking is not, what is life, but what is love.

What is love? I don't know, but I'll do what I can to express it to my son, my husband, my family and friends, and to every single pet I have or ever will own in the best possible way that I can.

God bless me....

2008-12-13T00:36:00.000-08:00

What happened to me....
I did not miss him much....
What should i do le????

Just only visit Ben's blog....
So envy them...
So lovely.....

This holiday is so terrible for me....
No place to go...No money to go anywhere....
And that is why need to work....
Work from 0900 till 1800...
Sometimes work from 0900 till 2200....

Everyday remains the same...life 's boring....
Sunday...bored...Guitar class from 1000 till 1200...
Haiz...why...so...boring....

I miss my classmates...
I miss my friends.....
I miss my classrooms.....
But i doesn't miss the teachers....

If somebody ask me what is the most important thing to me???
I will answer...
My friends....
My true Friends...
My trustworthy friends...
My close friends...
My best firiends...

Withouts friends...
I think i'll die la....

The second thing i need for my life is my Family....
I had lost One of them...
And i do not want another of them leave me....
But i know that is impossible...
Living things doesn't live forever....
And that is why i am so appreciate them....My dear family...

Christmas is near....
I wish...
All my friends are blessed.....
I wish...
I can spend Christmas Eve with him...

Merry Christmas!!!!

晴天霹雳的天空....

2008-11-24T04:39:00.002-08:00

他....
终于恋爱了......
知道他恋爱了......
心里好像很不舒服......
天空好像晴天霹雳了.......

与他相处了一年, 觉得他人挺不错的, 样子还蛮可爱的,待人又好, 有时还很幽默...
总是让人很想靠近它,接近他....

但是现在....
他好像恋爱了....

当知道他终于恋爱了...心里好像不是很滋味儿...天空好像晴天霹雳似的...不知应该替他开心还是....而自己也不知在犹豫什么...

刚刚上线时...他..
不知是不是知道我的留言板在指他......
唤了我...说道:" 我还是单身, still available, haha...."

我也假装不知道地回了他一个问号....
我也没问他关于他所说他还是个单身的事情....
还真搞不懂他在恋爱还是在耍我..... 讨厌死了...

此时此刻...我也不想去想关于他的事情了....
我只期待这星期五可以和他一起游玩......那就行了...

对于现在我对他的感情是怎么一回事...我看..只可以先搁在一边了....
但愿我们的友谊能长久....

The Exam......

2008-11-06T23:19:00.000-08:00

This week is damn fuck up!!!! People outside the world having fun after exam but we are suffering here having the fucking exam.... hate the orang utan.....especially the fucking chemistry..haiz...hate the shorty...hate the pigs in the school.....now only let us take exam...along this week is damn damn boring and tiring...dunno exam for what ...hate hate hate hate EXAM!!!!!!!!

Im so anxious bout the day we will be going Sunway Lagoon....with the whole class...it must be lots fun.....hehe....Today so angry..get scolded from a Pui Kia....haiz...first time get scolded so loud from him....hate him....so kecil hati..i kena from him is twice hurts then him...scold me...kill him next time.....

There is another week to having the fucking exams....im gonna die......

HiHiHaHa...

2008-10-24T03:10:00.000-07:00

Substitute Teacher

Walking through the hallways at the middle school where Sam work,

Sam saw a new substitute teacher standing outside his classroom with his forehead against a locker.

He heard him mutter, "How did you get yourself into this?"

Knowing that he was assigned to a difficult class, I tried to offer moral support.

"Are you okay?" I asked. "Can I help?"

He lifted his head and replied, "I'll be fine as soon as I get this kid out of his locker."

The hard worker
One of my coworkers told me, “I’ve become so nearsighted I almost worked myself to death.”
“What does being nearsighted have to do with working yourself to death?” I asked.
He replied, “I couldn’t tell whether the boss was watching me or not, so I had to work all the time.”

Sweet Nothings…
An elderly gent was invited to an old friends’ home for dinner one evening.
He was impressed by the way his buddy preceded every request to his wife with endearing terms such as: Honey, My Love, Darling, Sweetheart, Pumpkin, etc.
The couple had been married almost 70 years and, clearly, they were still very much in love.
While the wife was in the kitchen, the man leaned over and said to his host, ‘I think it’s wonderful that, after all these years, you still call your wife those loving pet names.’
The old man hung his head. ‘I have to tell you the truth,’ he said, ‘Her name slipped my mind about 10 years ago and I’m scared to death to ask her what it is!’

Pregnant
My husband and I had been trying to have a third child for awhile.

Unfortunately, the day I was to take a home pregnancy test, he was called out of town on business.

I had told our young daughters about the test, and they were excited.

We decided if it was positive, we would buy a baby outfit to surprise their father when he got home.
The three of us stood in the bathroom eagerly waiting for the telltale line to appear.

When it did not, my thoughtful seven- year-old gave me a hug.
“It’s okay, Mom,” she said. “The next time Daddy goes out of town, you can try and get pregnant again.”

Haiz...life are boring....if you got some free times should read some lame jokes to laugh for at least some seconds or you can also create some jokes too....im bored......the whole week we were playing in the class its really really playing crazy like hell.... haiz..but the final exam is on 3rd of Nov..it just drop on right after my birthday 2nd of Nov....haiz...i think sure boring wan this year's birthday...

Bored....Our story..

2008-09-30T21:50:00.000-07:00

I feel so bored during this holiday....

Im so lazy to blogging too...Too lazy...
Tomorrow going Mid Valley with the whole class....

4C first outgoing...sure very fun....

me, kiran. boon kyan, zi yung, tiru, amelia, christine, celeste, eunice, jia-wen,yow tzen, pui yan....i was wondering what will happened tomorrow.....must be wonderful....

This year i really had lots of fun with my class..... 4C..4 Cacat......We are 24 cacat students in this class....we love each other...
I admit that we are really very cacat.... even lots of teacher complained bout us from the starting of the year till now....

I still remember starting of the year we still damn good cuz haven know each other enough...
When come to March...our Bio teacher she absent to school cuz need delivered...and our Bio class teacher replaced by a teacher..until now we all also what the hell is the teacher name.......we hated her so so so much....i am the first one who fought with her... i fought with her without giving her face...... the following is Rekha and Tiru..... This teacher is such a bi***.....she asked us to do the Bio notes without reading the text books.....what the hell??? We don't know what the hell talking bout in the book and that is why we need teacher to teach us...ok ok...she said no need to read the text....f*** her...no teacher teach us.. some more dun let us read the text...what is this??!! From that day onwards...we are so feds up with the teacher.......because she got a 'beautiful' face and we don't know her name we called as "buaya'...and because she relief our Bio class we called our Bio class as 'Buayalogy'...... haha...so damn funny... because we never respect her she also got feds up with us and go and complain with the headmistress...haiz....she hate us very very much....since the scene...she talk bad bout me , tiru, and rekha....but luckly...Pn. Valsala had help us....after the incidence...our class all are loving each other.....

Especially Tiru.... He is like our Hero...He is brave and helpful....but sometimes he cant control his emotions that why some teacher not really like him....but we love him so so much......i still remembered the day his birthday... our class bought him a birthday cake to give him a surprise....he was so so touching and nearly cry.....Before this..when during form 2 and 3...he always mixed with Prince, Nathan the gangs...in my memory he is a 'ganas' person....but when come to this yea...he changed a lots.... He is our 4C Hero!!!

Now talk bout Kiran.... haiz...dunno how to describe this big baby....He is handsome, tall, big ass, got strange fingers, funny, funny and funny.....our class without him will very very boring....He always bring fun and laughter to our class and teachers.... some teachers do not understand him will think that he is no manners... but he just follow his own personalities....funny ,funny. and funny....... He is so damn creative in making jokes using our classmates name or the person characters.....For example...he will create a love story between Teck Quan and Carin... He will sing Hindi song to described them....Haiz... he is so funny....i don't know give what nick name to him... but just a freaking funny guy.... We appreciate him and love him very very much.... Funny Guy in 4C!!!

Now i'm waiting for tomorrow out going with the whole class.....

4 Cacat story will be continue.....

The Flaming Curse

2008-07-15T04:30:00.000-07:00

At two years of age my niece Pammy was an unusual child in many ways. Her bright red curls matched her personalities ans she was so intelligent she seemed older than her years. And she was a happy child – until her parents moved to a new home.
Connie and Dan are her parents. They had been delighted to locate a huge old house in Terre Haute, Indiana (erm… this place I also never heard before…but I think is real wan gua..hehe..),with spacious bedrooms to house their growing family. Pammy was the fifth child and another was expected soon.
On moving day Pam’s parents were alarmed to find a smoldering teddy bear in the attic of their new home but in the confusion of getting settled it had been promptly forgotten. Later events, however, made it seem like a significant omen.
In this house Pammy began having severe nightmare s and visions, which everyone put down to an overactive imagination.Often in the wee hours of the mornings, clutching her beloved rag doll, Pammy would come whimpering to her mother’s bed.
‘Mommy, he’s pushed me out of the bed again. He won’t let me sleep and he’s trying to take my doll!’
At other times in the middle of the day Pammy would rush into the kitchen exclaiming, ‘Mommy, he pulled my hair and pinched me!’ She could not explain who ‘he’ was but she sounded is if it always was the same person and never a female. Once she told us her pesky visitor was big and old like ‘Pappy’ (her pet name for her great-grandfather) who was about 70 years old.
At times these experiences were so upsetting that Pammy would be near hysteria; perspiration would mingle with the tears streaming down her face. At other times she passes ‘his’ visits off with a shrug of her shoulders and refused to discuss them.
Connie and Dan decided that Pam was overstimulated by television or perhaps playing alone too much. She needed more companionship to discourage such alarming flights of fancy. Their solicitude, however, did not keep Pammy from awakening terrostricken in the night.
Then, one sunny afternoon in March 1961 (quite long long time ago ho….), the unseen tormentor nearly killed Pammy. She was standing in the center of the dinning room when suddenly her panicky screams filled the air. Connie ran to her – to find Pammy’s entire tiny body on fire! The flames leaping from the hem of her skirt engulfed her completely.
She suffered horrible disfiguring burns over 75 percent of her body requiring months of hospitalization and many skin grafts. In her torment of pain and drug-induced nightmares Pammy never once cried – but often she repeated, ‘Please, Mommy, don’t let him hurt me again.’
Careful investigation of the room where Pammy stood revealed nothing to account for the blaze. But while Pammy hovered between life and death in the hospital I (ehy…not me ah…the writer heard a strange story, one that I believe explains the tragic occurrence.
I was working as a nurse’s aide in the hospital. In the small coffee shop there it was not unusual to share a table with a complete stranger. One day I was seated with an elderly nurse’s aide I had not previously met and as usually happens among hospital staff we were discussing our patients and complaining about the particularly nasty ones. I’ll never forget her words as she unwittingly disclosed the mystery surrounding my sister’s home (eh.. the writer’s sister-Connie) and Pammy accident.
‘Of all the nasty people in the world,’ she said, ‘I had a neighbor who had everyone beat-old Mr. Clayton. I’ll never forget the old man. He hated everything, kids most of all. In fact, he swore that if any child ever moved into his house, the parents would be sorry. He was very wild. If anyone could come back and haunt a house, it would be him. He died last year, a horrible death, and I think he deserved it.’ She paused to sip her coffee, then continued, ‘He burned to death in his bed.’ I felt a sickening lurch in the pit of myh stomach. I had to ask, ‘Where did Mr. Clayton lived?’
Yes, George Clayton had lived in Connie’s big old house! Further questions elicited the information that Mr. Clayton’s deathbed had been in the room Connie and Dan used for dining room, exactly where Pammy had been burned.
Could all this be sheer coincidence? Or did a bitter old man wreak vengeance from the grave?? Im wondering what will happen to me if I stay in the old big haunted house….I think it could worst than what happened to this little poor Pammy….
This true story is written by Judith E. Dixon on March 19...wow..it was long long time ag...that time even my dad only 17 years old boy....what a interesting strange but true story...

FATE

2008-07-11T03:14:00.000-07:00

Psychological and motivational studies applied to publications have a lot of hokum about them, but i think you should both ask yourselves: What is FATE all about??
Im going to tell you what i think FATE is about.
I think FATE is a book of magic. When we were kids we believed in fairies and brownies and ghosts and hobgoblins and miracles. I think FATE shows, or should show, that fairies and brownies and hobgoblins and miracles exist today.
When we write a story about the mind, all the direction of that story and the efforts of that story should be in writing about the miracle of the mind - the magical accomplishments of that mind.
And that should be true of everything that appears in FATE.
In a world od materialism people have lost faith inmagic. Yet from that same materialistic world, some have re-created the basis for a new belief in magic. The science that destroyed magic has advanced to the point where belief in magic again becomes scientifically possible.
It is FATE's job not only to point this out but to create an aura of magical belief for its readers.I think we should reason this out most carefully. We should weigh everything in the magazine from this viewpoint.
An ancient civilization has magic because it shows what the mind of man has accomplished. The mind, everything we run are subjects for FATE only if the editorial slant is towards that of magic.
Webster defines magic as '' The art which claims or is believed to produce effects by the assistance of supernatural beings or by a mastery or secret forces in nature.'' I think our emphasis should be on the second part of this definition. We all believe that the magic we write about is produce by the secrets forces in natures.
As far as we concerned, we do not know what these forces are. But science seems to believe they exist (at least our science does) and i think that we all agree. Let's understand, then, that we are selling this kind of magic.
What is the importance of magic to FATE??
To the reader it re-creates the days of his childhood when he believed in magic. Usually the reader, at some time in his life, has doubted or lost faith. FATE can restore that faith and belief in magic. It is also magical to believe in spirits, in survival, in the healing powers of the mind.
Survival and its belief are ac much a part of magic as is religion. We do not emphasize religion very much; that is not our province. But from the purely scientific viewpoint, religion is magic.
Millions of people want to believe in magic. Somehow we've got to convince them FATE will help them toward that belief. And all of this points toward those most fundamental wishful thoughts that:

''My mind is all powerful; it can do anything.''
''Man survives; I survives!''
''The mind heals; it accomplishes miracles.''
''Many strange things are going on in the world which no one yet understand.''
''All these things enchance my faith, my powers, my chances of success and wealth and happiness.''

Haiz..... you guys understand these??.... hope you guys can understand it la... today is a tired day for me...i cried..so sad...but now recover ad lu...hehe...XD..

2008-06-06T02:35:00.000-07:00

A GREAT STORY

A GREAT STORY

An Interesting Little Story

This is an interesting little story my mom mail to me.....not bad...

Hello There Nice Person

Did Anyone Ever Tell You,

Just How Special You Are

The Light That You Emit

Might Even Light A Star

Did Anyone Ever Tell You

How Important You Make Others Feel

Somebody Out Here Is Smiling

About Love That Is So Real

Did Anyone Ever Tell You That Many Times When They Were Sad

Your Regards, SMS, e-mail, caring....

Made Them Smile A Bit

In Fact It Made Them Glad

******************************************************************************

For The Time You Spend Sending Things

And Sharing Whatever You Ever Find

There Are No Words To Thank You

But Somebody,

Thinks You're Fine

Did anyone ever Tell You

Just How Much They Like you

Well, My Dearest Friends,

Today Im Telling You

I Believe That Without A Friend You Are Missing Out A Lot!!!!

Have A Nice Day...

Im glad My Friends Are My friends.......

Anything i want to post today....

2008-05-24T21:44:00.000-07:00

ok...this the day we went to the cochrane there for MSSKL handball match...those ppl hands up are we all...not really all la..my gang....lame...

Haiz.....too bad..i didn't bring my jersey for photograph session...

Firstly....let me introduce my school team....we are handball team...and forgot ad...my school is SMK Bukit Jalil....we just won for the kejohanan of KL wan la....eh...Both of our team got champion....hehe...happy...ok..from the left guyz...Mr Ng...which is our coach aka father of our handball team...then this blur blur de is Kaa Wai...and this guy..sorry ah i dunno who is this..if im not mistaken..he is handsome Eu Jyn..this photo not really clear...dunno which stupid de camera....ok..now this guy is Chean Wei aka Fei Poh...then now this wan..Fu-Yo!!! The under 18 guys captain Chin Jun Yew aka -DJ-Rave.....then now le this wan is the best player..Yeo Kong Cheng...very geng wan le...ok...now this wan is Boon Wah aka -DJ-Unstopable...he is a wing shooter...quite geng also la...with large momentum...and this wan is Phong...this wan...eh...i dunno him..the teacher is my add math teacher aka our guru pengiring.....ok...now girls turn...from the left...Yan Kuan..then our shooter Jia Wen...and this crazy captain..Lennie...and then our pivot Victoria...haiz..me lo...my hair a bit problem that day...hehe.. then this is Shan...Lilian...then Cheryl..Min Sze...Jo Vee...then Kah Ying...then Chee Wan..the last wan is Shir Hwa...it is my honour to be in this photo with the Gold medal and the piala....

ok...kaka..this is me and my friend... my luvly friend...we are freak...damn lame...this picture was took by us on teacher day...nothing to do..hehe...i know i look damn lame....but plz dun laugh at us....dosa...hehe...her name is lennie chong kuan hua...sorry lennie..i wrote your full name...plz dun kill me...friends forever...muackzzz....we almost spent our time to do those lame things...haiz..this is our life...although it is lame.....

Ok...yup..this is me....i think you guys don't really know what am i doing....im not writing on the blackboard..... actually...i did this crime on the end of the year last year....this call vandelisme...im not the only one doing this...but this picture shows me.... fine...i was conteng on the board which is ppl used to ceriakan their class on the back...usually they paste their karya..those subjects information...kaka...i and my friends use the chalks and draw these craps on ths sugar papers..hehe...quite fun... love this...you can see my name..lennie..shi zun..boon wah..jo vie...xiao meng...eunice...yan yan...lian..amali...zi yung...jia wen...and etc..... this is call fun...you guyz should enjoy your school life like this...this will be your sweet memory when you leave the school......

My another first time...

2008-05-18T00:26:00.000-07:00

Gosh..this is the another first time i created my blog..dunno how many blog i created and deleted ad..haiz.. today is freaking hot day..and ah..boring day..and.. sad day.. im sad because of the china sze chuan's victims..haiz..GOD BLESS THEM....

I asked my mom yesterday night..''if i got chance to go china there and help those ppl..will you let me go??'' And she said '' you go la..'' i asked her why she let? she said you like to go then go lo... i was like..erm..=.= In my heart..i really willing to go there and help them..i feel very sad when i read the articles bout this scene..and when i saw those pictures shows the people there are buried under those buildings..dying beside the roads which is some more nobody bother those dead bodies...and also those parents crying for their childrens death....that is really pain in my heart..and WE ARE SO SO LUCKY TO STAY HERE..APRECIATE OUR COUNTRY...

Haiz..i know i cant do anything to help them beside pray for them....May God Bless Them....
i cant imagine the 7.8 earthquake happen in Malaysia and some more on schooling time..i dun wan to loss my teachers..my friends..my classmates...and milaron... if it really happen here..i rather die together with you , milaron...

Ok..talk bout other things la....this two weeks is my school exam weeks...darn..it is so unfortunately....haiz...one subject three paper...crazy wan..one day one subject..yhis give a conclusion.. Form four life cant study last minutes and form four is not a honeymoon year....
Haiz.... to all my friends that having exam also..plz pray for yourself...XD